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akhirnyaa,,,

Friday, May 29, 2009


akhirnya,,,,
berakhir sudah perjuangan aku
semester 4 dah secara rasminye tamat hari ni
macam2 perasaan n pengalaman ade sem ni

suka
duka
pahit
masam
manis
masin
payau
kelat
bahagia
derita
dendam
memaafkan
sayang
cinta
sume berbaur dan bercampur,teradun dlm 1 episod kehidupan


ermmm
dlm sem ni la aku kenal ape itu sayang
cinta
dikhianati
persahabatan sejati
maruah diri
mengenali Tuhan
kepercayaan
aku rase sem 4 ni banyak mengajar aku erti kehidupan btl
neway
aku enjoy walaupun ade airmate yg gugur
bese la kan,,,
pompuan ni cpt emosi~~
huhuhuhu

ermmm
aressa kantoi ponteng keje
then still xtau lg hukuman pe menanti sbb die xkn ganti keje
meaning hukuman lbh berat
dunno
mebi gantung kot
xtau la,,tgu surat kolej sampai ke rumahnye
kalo btl
tinggal 2 org je la geng anggerik hutan ni
hurmmmmm
poor aressa
***gambo atas tuh ialah anggerik hutan,,,cherry berry,pengat maness n laichee kang(aressa nama sebenar)
ermmmm
xsabar nak balik umah
menjejakkan kaki ke daerah kuantan yang permai
i mish my daddy so much
huhuhuu


akan ku tinggalkan semester 4 yang penuh suka duka
selamat datang semester 5
red pip~~~oyehhhhhhhhhhh
naik pangkat weiiii ^_^v

Karena Ku Sayang Kamu - Dygta

Thursday, May 28, 2009




Karena Ku Sayang Kamu (click here to download)

seandainya kau ada disini denganku
mungkin ’ku tak sendiri
bayanganmu yg selalu menemaniku
hiasi malam sepiku
kuingin bersama dirimu

reff: kutak akan pernah berpaling darimu
walau kini kau jauh dariku
‘kan slalu kunanti
karena kusayang kamu

hati ini selalu memanggil namamu
dengarlah melatiku
kuberjanji hanyalah untukmu cintaku
takkan pernah ada yg lain

adakah rindu di hatimu
seperti rindu yg kurasa
sanggupkah kuterus terlena
tanpamu di sisiku
kukan selalu menantimu

menari??

Friday, May 22, 2009

huhuhuhuhu
arini tetibe lak geng menari ajak aku p ajar akak2 induksi menari
hikhikhik
aku da lupe cmane nak menari
yg tau skang ni ialah keje,keje,keje
now nak mnari plak
mmg la bpeluh2 n sakit pinggang dibuatnye
haaahhahaha

induksi tuh ape?
ermmm
bl da abes exam lembaga sem 6
akan ade induksi la
bdk2 nursing under kkm tp tcampak kat kolej private
n so on lg la


so ajar la depa menari tadi
adeiiii
sorry to say
ade tuh yg mmg xreti lgsg menari
basic step pon xreti
apetah lg yg complicated
ssh btl yek nk jd cikgu yek
hihihihihi
so ptg ni ade lg la class mnarinye
hopefully ok la sket ptg ni
ermmm
aku nak donlod bideo aku menari dl
tp xreti la
mesti xjadi
cmane ek?

Ah Moi Chantek - Hujan

Tuesday, May 19, 2009


Ah Moi Chantek - Hujan (click to download)


ah moi chantek
kau lah gadis rupawan
ah moi chantek
lain dari yang lain

ku tunggu selalu
kehadiran mu suatu yang baru

pergi aku, pergi aku buat sementara
engkau yg selalu menunggu, menunggu hampir setiap masa

ahmoi chantek
ku ingat kau selalu
ahmoi chantek
ku perlu belaian mu

ku tunggu selalu
kehadiran mu suatu yang baru

pergi aku, pergi aku buat sementara
engkau yg selalu menunggu, menunggu hampir setiap masa

lately

Saturday, May 16, 2009

ermmm
da lame rasenye aku xmenulis blog nih
huhuhu
kesibukan masa exam,,
n keletihan bekerja

sebelum exam ade revision
masuk2 class,name aku kn petik
"nor hidayah,yg muka cina-pemalas dalam wad 11"<>>refer post aku sblm ni ttg keje wad 11
then still ade complain yg camtuh,,tp aku sure bukan staff norhidayah yg repot
bl aku p explain kat lect,die ckp aku jgn kuang hajo,jgn carik gado ngn die
hurmmm
inilah masalah dengan org krajaan
org yg dipanggil guru
org yg memberi ilmu(xsume)
they think student should respect n listen 2 them all the time
hello n excuse me,,kite manusia,,setinggi mana pon taraf ko,ko ttp manusia yg wat salah
n aku ckp xpuas ati bl die terus judge aku tanpa tgk kdaan sbnar n die xtgk pon cara aku bkerja
xadil bagi aku
tapi dalam dunia ni ade ke keadilan???
bnda ni mmg wat aku ckp stress
seriyesly aku xblh tahan bl ade org cakap bnda camni,,
rase terhina
tapi aku redho
pasti ade hikmah disebaliknye

exam time
alhamdulillah,,
exam final da abes
n so far soalan sume overall aku boley jawab(wlpn ade xleh jwb n ade aku hentam)
tapi insyaallah boley lulus la
style aku dari dulu mmg xpenah brubah
study last minute
hahhaha


kerja
abes exam,terus keje balik
wad 6 slame 2 minggu
so far ok
not bad
staff xmesra sgt la tp ok,,
cuma keje ptg xde keje sgt
letih tunggu keje
semalam aku p anta patient ke mri,,
da siap mri,nak balik da,,tetibe patient aku SOB,chest pain n menjerit bagai2
aku kalut jgn cakap la
da la aku sensorg je
hampeh sungguh
then doc,sister n staff dtg
then br la staff incharge aku dr wad dtg
hihihihihi
menggelabah btl aku
>>>pengalaman yg berguna

kehidupan
so far masih ok
aku terasa sepi tapi masih ok
sebokkan diri dengan kerja2
n aku suka tito skang ni
hobi lama da bertapak kembali
klu x,dulu aku asik ngadap leptop
skang ni,,,
hihihihi
i love my bed
oh ya,,berat aku turun 2kg,,
50kg jadi 48kg,,tapi arini lupe lak nak timbang
ehem ehem,,pagi tadi aku p jogging,,muahahahha
lagi ape ye
ermmm
family aku da tetapkan baju raye taun ni tema ijau
aku suke ijau
so aku setuju n aku xsabarrrrr nak cari kain
tapi apekan daya elaun blom masuk
so aku pon xtau bl nk cari bju raye nih
hihihihihi


ektiviti lain
25hb 5 aku da start kn pektikal slame sminggu kat umah taman sinar harapan,kajang
ku bukaka intenet tgk ni umah org tua,,
aku xsabar nak mencurah bakti disana
n aku xsabar nak cuti,,30hb da start cuti
31hb aku akan pulang ke daerah tanah tumpah darahku
n aku xsabar nak p kenduri kawen kawan aku
die kawen 6hb 6<>>naik plamin tp jadi pengapit je
muahahahhaha

All Good Things (Come To An End) - Nelly Furtado

Sunday, May 10, 2009


"All Good Things (Come To An End)" (click to download)

Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is dandy
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming

[Chorus:]
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets in and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Die die die die die

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were barking at a new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day 'til the feeling went away
And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and
the rain forgot how to bring salvation
the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.

Happy Birthday 2 U.....

Friday, May 8, 2009



Slamat hari jd kepada cik Nor Hidayah bt Abdullah bak kate org arab sanah helwah jamilah... semoga panjang umur..murah rezeki sentiasa di bwh lindungan rahmatNya dan sukses selalu..semoga berbahagia selalu.. ameeennnn..mis n lebiu

Its been a while - STAIND

Tuesday, May 5, 2009



Its Been a While (click to download)

It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
and it's been a while
Since I first saw you
It's been a while
since i could stand on my own two feet again
and it's been a while
since i could call you
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
the consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means

It's been a while
since i could say that i wasn't addicted and
It's been a while
Since I could say I love myself as well and
It's been a while
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like i always do
It's been a while
But all that shit seems to disappear when i'm with you
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
the consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again

Why must i feel this way?
just make this go away
just one more peaceful day

Its been awhile
Since I could lok at myself straight
and it's been awhile
since i said i'm sorry
It's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
It's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
I know it's me i cannot blame this on my father
he did the best he could for me

It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
and it's been a while since i said i'm sorry

MILO N MEGI

Monday, May 4, 2009

perasaanku di awang awangan
terasa kosong
terasa sepi
aku sendiri xtahu
apa yang aku inginkan
aku mau bebas
aku mau lepas
dari masalah yang membelenggu
ahhh
persetankan semua itu

kuhirup air milo,,
terasa pahit
tersekat dikerongkong
kumamah megi kari
terasa kesat
aku sebak
sambil makan aku menangis
titis air mata gugur
jatuh
kedalam mangkuk megi
aku menangis lagi

selaut kata maaf xkan dapat membasuh rasa kesal di jiwa
segunung kata cinta xkan dapat menghilangkan rasa jijik diri ini

aku perempuan itu
yang lemah
dan tidak berdaya
hanya berserah padaMu,,,
TUHAN

Truly, Deeply, Madly - Savage Garden

Sunday, May 3, 2009


Truly, Deeply, Madly (click to download)

Verse 1
I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful
'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.
Chorus

I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...
Verse 2

And when the stars are shining brightly
In the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish
Send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy
For all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded
By the comfort and protection of..
The highest power.
In lonely hours.
The tears devour you..
I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...
Bridge

Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do...
Chorus

The Reason - Hoobastank


"The Reason" (click to download)

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

and the reason is You [x3]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Friday, May 1, 2009

Pernah kau benci dekat sesiapa?
Waktu itu kau hilang respect dekat dia.

Pernah kau jadi orang yang kau benci?
Dan kemudian, kau hilang respect pada diri sendiri..

AKU PERNAH DAN SEDANG MENJADI ORANG YANG AKU BENCI.
AHH.. HUKUMAN YANG ADIL.


Agaknya.



>>>>aku amek ayat ni dlm blog sum1(zahiril adzim) n aku suke ngn penulisan die ttg ni,,sbb aku tgh mengalami perasaan dan situasi ini dikala ini,,,what goes around comes around,what goes up must come down,,n itu yg aku sedang lalui,,,n aku sedang cuba memperbaiki kesilapan,kekhilafan dan jati diri aku sebagai seorang perempuan,,,2 b spesific>>perempuan muslim,,,,